Throwback Thursday

A question often asked of artists is: “How did you come up with that?” Which is just a derivation of: “Where do your ideas com from?” Well, the short answer is: Everywhere.

And I will offer a little context to that by revealing that many times we’re not even aware of where or how the finished project will look, or even that the work we’re doing will even lead to anything. In other words, it’s only after the fact that the project comes together or even makes sense.

Church of the First Born

And even if we think we know what it will end up looking like, it often doesn’t end up that way. What can seem like a great idea in the flash of inspiration that inspired it, will, more often than not, lose it’s lustre at the finish.

Downton Abbey

The pictures above are from my Driving Home project, but were made several years before I even knew that it would be a project.

Throwback Thursday

Thanksgiving edition…

As we stop and give thanks for all we are grateful for, I’ll share some images that I really like with no particular theme in mind. Just that I take joy in the fact that I was able to be in the moment when the moment presented itself. And for all those moments, I am eternally grateful.



Throwback Thursday

Our haul from the archives this week brings a few favorites I’ve not looked at in a while.

One of the things about being around photographing for this length of time is not just the abundance of material in the back catalog but the perspective it gives you looking back. Hindsight, they say, is 20-20.

Can’t you just feel the love?

I’ve mentioned a few times in this space how it took several years before I was able to find my “voice” as a photographic artist. Like most, early in my career I tried to do things like many of the successful photographers of the day. While I admire many of those artists, I never felt comfortable working as they did. And, needless to say, my work hardly measured up. And why would it? The cover band rarely sounds better than the original.

It’s one thing to think you know what you need to do, and it’s entirely another to get out and do it. I remember being very unsure of myself as I gradually let my work evolve to where I could honestly call it my own. Of course, with the benefit of hindsight, it all seems so predestined. The perfect path. Who knew?

This little guy couldn’t be more relaxed as he waits for his turn on stage…

Because I do love a grand love story, I’ll illustrate this weeks thoughts with a few wedding pictures. The two images above and the one below are everything that a wedding photographer would never do in those days. Grainy black & white? High speed films? Shallow depth of field?Motion blur? TOY CAMERAS??? A kid yawning? Are you kidding me? What kind of “pro” does that? Who’s gonna buy any of those?

Well, those are all the wrong questions. The real question should be: With what tools in my kit can I best tell my clients story?

Once I had that part worked out, the answers just flowed, and I finally felt like I had something that belonged to me. Sometimes it’s not enough to just ask questions. It’s more about knowing what questions to ask.

He won’t appreciate this moment until he’s a little older…

I just LOVE these three pictures. They tell such a great story. Seeing them now takes me right back to the moment I made them.

While I may be a little fuzzy on the names, the emotion of the moment has never left. And that’s what makes for a powerful story.

Throwback Thursday

Dipping into the archives once again…

This picture goes back about 25 years to the time I was still based in Buffalo, NY. About three quarters of the work I did in the spring and fall during that time were weddings. If there were more air conditioned churches (I only knew of one!) I might have taken more work in July and August. (I know it’s hard for some people to understand, but it does get hot there in the summer. It’s the winters that kind if get to you…)

Unfortunately, I’m not sure of the year, or the church. I believe the church is on Main Street near the University of Buffalo campus, but I could be wrong. Perhaps a sharp eyed viewer can fill in the gap.

If this picture looks a little dramatic, it’s because it was made using the now dearly departed Kodak B&W Infra-red film. This film is sensitive to the far red end of the light spectrum and beyond what the human eye is able to see. Alternatively dramatic and dreamy, I felt that the special characteristics of the film lent itself particularly well to telling a wedding day story.

Because the film is sensitive to wavelengths of light that humans cannot see, it could not be metered for exposure, nor did infra-red light focus along the same focal plane as white light, so you could never be completely sure what your pictures would look like until the film was processed and printed. And, oh yeah, you could only load and unload your camera in complete darkness because the film could fog through the film slit in the canister.

Every time your prints came back from the lab you’d feel all the anticipation and excitement like you would opening a birthday present. What could be inside this package? Will I like it? How could any photographer NOT want to work with this film?

Well, because the film was so unpredictable and difficult to work with, few photographers would ever dare to use it in a situation where you couldn’t go back and redo, or take a bunch of pictures and bracket exposures like crazy. But like anything else, the more you use a tool, the more familiar you are with it and your hits will out number your misses.

Of course, like many specialty films it was discontinued several years ago. There are digital equivalents but I don’t think they measure up. For purely nostalgic reasons I still have one roll in my refrigerator. Even cold stored, after all this time I’m not sure I’d count on getting much were I to shoot it now.

But maybe that’s the reason I ought to…

Throwback Thursday

Here we go, deep into the archives this week.

Several weeks back, when talking about the picture of Jenny and Eric, I mentioned that I had another experience that helped shape the course of my portrait and wedding work.

Sisters

Well, this isn’t the image. But it is a pretty good example of the type of work I was doing once I found my niche. I’ll come back to this in a minute.

Unfortunately, the negatives and test prints from the session I was referring to are now lost to time, but the story is instructive.

Back in those days I had a Mamyia C330 with 80mm and 150mm lenses. It was the only camera I had that gave a negative larger then 35mm so I used it for everything I thought I might need to enlarge bigger than 11x14. And rather than proofs, I used enlarged contact sheets for my sales presentations. Most clients had never seen a contact sheet before, much less an 11x14 or 16x20 so needless to say they made a terrific impact when seen for the first time. (Added bonus: I could also sell them as a framed piece as part of the order!)

The photographer I got the camera from got it used, and I think the guy he got it from also bought it used, so I had really no idea how old it was. Needless to say it was somewhat finicky on the controls, but the glass was beautiful. It clearly had been lovingly cared for. As a square format you had 12 negatives to a roll, so unless it was an extended session, each portrait session came with 12 images to choose from.

I had been commissioned by a commercial client to photograph her son and daughter who would both be home from school for the holidays. They had not been together as a family in a while so it was important for her to have the pictures made while the opportunity presented itself.

They arrived at the appointed time and we chatted a bit so I could get to know them a little better and a sense of their relationship. Once I felt we were ready I placed them approximately in position and told them to “talk amongst yourselves” while I made the final preparations.

As I was plugging in the flash cord the camera accidentally fired. Oh no! One frame down, now only 11 left. Adding to my angst, in setting up I had only zone focused and the flash firing caused them to jump so I had no idea if the shot was even completely in focus. Oh well, nothing to do except make a joke and move on. Gee, if only there were some way to see your pictures as you were taking them so you would know… Well, maybe some day.

After the session ended, and holding the roll of film in my hand, I agonized a bit over whether or not I should make a contact sheet as I usually did, or be like everyone else and have proofs made. By the time I had arrived at the lab to drop the film I had decided to let serendipity have its way.

A couple days later the contact sheet arrived and while it didn’t look too bad, viewing the negative with a loupe it was clear that the image was not sharp front to back. Now what? Do I show? Do I cut it out? No, its just a casual shot not the formal picture mom was looking for. She’ll never order anything from it. If she questions it I’ll just tell her it was a test shot. No problem.

The day finally arrives for the meeting with mom and as I present her with the contact sheet and begin to explain how she should just ignore the first shot, her eyes grow large and she literally screams: “My Babies”! Then clutches the sheet to her chest and starts to cry. Oh, oh. What did I do?

What I did was trip the shutter and record a moment that captured her son and daughter exactly as she remembered them growing up. Who knew?

Thank you, serendipity.

In that one frame, even slightly out of focus, I was able to capture the relationship between brother and sister just as their mother knew it, and save it for posterity. Such is the power of photography.

The picture above does the same thing, I think. Two sisters, born about 15 months apart and are very close. You can just feel it. No prodding, no coaching, just letting them be themselves. Preserved forever…